I'm starting to get bummed out....

Midwest Horse Fair is this weekend....I made my choice of not going because I really don't need anything horse related and I wanted to save some money. But now I wanna goooooooo!!!!!! Yeah I know, I'm just whinning.....I feel like the whole world is gonna be there and I'm not. Like I'm gonna miss out on everything...the shows....the mustangs....the stallion barn....seeing everyone I know.....the awesome horses.......the awesome kettle corn...the sales.........omg I think I'm gonna cry!!! Last year was so fun! The girls just had a blast. We saw so many people we knew....it was just awesome. Ok getting bummed again!